Reading Pram’s Pulau Buru

What do i learn the most as i read Pram’s Pulau Buru? well, there are just simply much!

i remember when i was in elementary school, in social science, i was told that France Revolution and EnglandIndustrial Revolustion has globally affect the whole world. as a child, i swallowed the knowledge without really understanding what was it actually and how it affected my nation, and in the long run, me. this novels helps me to see it through the eyes of the people in the era. the personal touch of the people’s experience has me understand; it feels like i see what happened to them and i understand why it was so.

for eaxample, how the France Revolution influenced the people around the world to freely express their ideas; how the freedom of expression was really fought for; and how, in the old times, that it was not the culture, that it was just completely unlike now..

then, the Industrial Revolution. i see how it affected the European countries to colonize the non-European countries; it was all about wealth and prosperity of their nation. the colonized states were just the place for natural resources. i also see how bicycle, in its golden times, had changed the world. i see that it was once a breakthrough; that it was once a controvercy; that it showed how Germany was always the leading nation in technology.

next, from the historical point of view, i now understand that the two big events had started what was so called as ‘modern’ era. this novel tells me that when Indonesian people was still walking barefooted, somewhere there in Europe, people had begun enjoying automobile to replace horse carts, electricity to replace candles, etc.

apart from all those ‘outside’ influences, i also see how my nation’s root, Indonesia, especially Java, was a form of an imperfect culture with its pride. it was noble yet unfair. it made me really grateful that i live in this era, i didn’t have to see men reign over women with no priviledges on women such like in those times. then, i also see how my mother language, which is so much affected by Hindhuism and Buddhism, has stratas in it that makes it had to be a unifying language of Indoensia. apart from that, i now am prouder to be a javanesse due to some reasons i conclude from this novels.

 

well, in general, i know now that what i see as merely ‘history’ has a huge effect on me myself now; i see that everything the hero does was really a struggle and it wasn’t just a ‘story’. i see the good sides of colonialism, i see the that Ducth, inspite the fact that it had colonialized this country in 350 years, had never become a glorious and powerful nation; it has been always a lucky loser.

in short, i simplylearn  a lot!

 

Thanks to Pramoedya Ananta Toer

 

Nina Inayati

January 28, 2010 (02.08pm)

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i’m afraid

i’m afraid

coz i dont trust myself

i’m afraid

coz i want to trust myself

i’m afraid

coz i don’t know how to trust myself…

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how would i know

how would i know i wont regret the choice i’ve taken

how would i know that it is the best

how would i know that i’ll be happy because of it

how would i know that i wont be happy because of it

how would i know i wont be regretful for not taking this choice

how would i know …..

how would i …..

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open my eyes

tell me to open my eyes

as i’m scared by the sight i know i will have to see

tell me to get out of this denial

for i’m tired

tell me to be brave to face the truth

and LET ME BE HAPPY!

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Desperate

Silent Cradle: Desperate people do desperate things

Tiffany: if i’m the one that’s wrong, then let it be my mistake

public enemy: when you’re desperate, that’s when you got no choice

moral: avoid desperate state. stay away from desperate people

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Ga ada Ide

nina: kuk ga pernah ada ide nulis ya…

Cole: cari dunk!

Nina: dimana?

Cole: anywhere!

Nina:example?

Cole: right here right now!

Nina: Oia!!!!  thax Cole…

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apa liat2…

Cole:apa liat?!

Nina: ga da papa.

Cole: trus ngapaian liat2 sgala?

Nina: ga da papa kuk!

Cole: yawdah, ga usah liat?

Nina: peh, sumpah deh…ckckck!!!

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mbah surip

Nina: Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi roji’un…

Cole: Hhhh…turut sedih. Mbah surip kok ikut tren ya, padahal dia kan terkenal karena dia ‘beda.’

Nina: maksud?

Cole: dia ikut-ikutan Michael Jackson gitu..

Nina: Meninggal?

Cole: (nodding)

Nina: Aneh kamu nih, meninggal bukan pilihan kali, kayak baju aja ikut tren. pi salut aq ma dia…

Cole: salut? dari sisi apa?

Nina: semua orang yang memulai sesuatu dari nol, lalu sukses, mereka selalu bisa jadi inspirasi. tak peduli usia, tak peduli dulu mereka mulai dari mana, yang jelas mereka sukses, dan orang bisa melihat mereka sebagai orang sukses! that’s the point!

Cole: Ow, i see i see… hubungannya dengan dirimu?

Nina: melihat dan mendengar cerita-cerita sukses seperti mbah surip atau orang-orang sukses lain, Cole, selalu membuatku merasa bahwa mungkin 15 atau 20 tahun lagi aku bisa seperti mereka; sukses dibidangku, bisa memberi sumbangsih besar bagi duniaku, bisa menjadi inspirasi bagi orang-orang di sekitarku…

Cole: peh, mulia banget kedengarane…

Nina: loh serius nih, Cole, siapa tahu kan…aku ingin bisa membalas budi pada keluargaku, bisa menjadi kebanggaan bagi orang2 yang peduli padaku, bisa membuat orang-orang merasa bangga karena mereka mengenalku…. Orang-orang yang memulai dari nol itu, mereka membuatku merasa punya kesempatan sama besarnya seperti mereka dulu, Cole. Who knows, 15-20 30 tahun nanti…. (pandang menerawang…)

Cole: Yup! dan akhirnya bisa jadi…

Nina: ….Bu Profesor!!!!

Cole & Nina: Hahahahahahaha….

 

Note: So long Mbah Surip….May you rest in peace beside Him. Amiiiin.

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curious

just curious bout what it is…

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Bu Profesor

Cole: napa bikin blog?

Nina: buat latian nulis.

Cole: napa pengen latian nulis?

Nina: buat latian jadi Bu Profesor

Cole: ???

Nina: Hahahahaha…..!!!!

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